me & mine

The months have been going by so fast …Thomas and Jamie have moved out and so far so good. Robbie is still in the non meds department and has been hospitalized and still haven’t been given a state check. Daymond is in another group home way out in the boonies. He’ll be there for 4-6 mths. Brandon has gotten tall. He’s doing average in school and he gotten more depressed and alot more angry. We’ve changed his meds Around . Alisa is smart as hell but very sassy. And gabby will be ONE yr old. I can’t believe it she so precious! It’s like my own little mini me. I love he so much! I’m trying not to grieve as like b4 . But gabby helps Lots!

I son that is 15 yrs old with bipolar has ran away. Why ? Have no clue but he’s not on his meds and I’m very worried!

I really can’t believe how fast you can urn something U’ve never had but have always wanted. How do I get this off my thought and out of my mind.? I’ve thought and thought bout any regret I might have. And yes with all thins there are some cons but the pros over weigh them. And I am a big girl after all!